well. the recharge effect just wear off this week.
feeling super tired again.
i need to endure 2 more months to ensure i can clear the fucking singtel bill that was caused by a moment of folly and stupid hope that you change.

its been a roller coaster ride this few weeks.
so many re-shuffling of friends since i started working, yet i do understand that once started work, no time for each other / cliches like when i was still studying ma..
people do drift apart. friends are included.
whenever i got time i do make an effort to meet up , chill and have fun .
now i realized , having  a cup of coffee , movie and even just a dinner is so meaningful.

but some people are just not worth the time and effort.
you make the time , make them the first priority they just end up giving me aeroplane and shit.
go overseas , ask me buy this buy that. buy le. then after that  disappear .
fuck these kind of buddies or friends i once called.

if they value you, they wont hesitate to drop u a text or a call, ask you out. no need spend the whole day, just a 30mins time of coffee-session is more than enough.

i think this is such a huge step forward for me as i am still adjusting to working life and juggling with social life and keep my friends that are important to me and i think they value my friendship.
dulan seriously.

i need to learn to tell the different friends man. else i am losing friends faster then ever.
revealed Harry_Derrick when the clock struck Sunday, April 27, 2014