happy new year and forever alone day together bah.
this year will be the same as the past years.
celebrating with the same few friends who are single and some atttached .
happy for those who got attached during 2012.

i guessed im still not healed.
even if love comes now,
i doubt i can fully commit.
im so afraid of being hurt and i want to feel love once again.

with this being said.
i still hope to find one who loves me more then i love her in the near future.
and one less thing.

2012 was a year of chance giving.
2013 will not be a chance giving anymore.
those whom i have not talking too. you know who you are .
not giving u anymore chance to hurt me again.
we may have known each other for ages.
but that doesnt give u the right to treat me and us like your backup plan.

and to another fallen friend.
ya. you maybe been attached or in the process of wooing that girl.
 i understand.
but you have to remember that you still have friends leh.
giving me aeroplane when we said we gonna meet up like for ball or lunch or dinner.
u can last min give aeroplane.
keep on promise you wont do it again.
how many times le.
you want borrow things like my bicycle.
want me to buy things back for you when i go overseas.
maybe its my own wish to buy stuff back for you.
because i think of you then i buy stuff back for u.
but in your heart i dont even exist as a friend.
why should i care.



revealed Harry_Derrick when the clock struck Wednesday, February 13, 2013