Friday, June 29, 2012
i thought no one cares anymore in my life anymore.
i thought no one reads this blog and reach this part of the internet.
yes u did. and i know you are the only one who read this.
like what i posted on my facebook:
i know you are reading this. it wasnt hard to recognize your voice you know. everytime you also use this way. slowly wiggle back into my life. no. not this time. the last chance was given to you months way back. i did it for my own good. and i know you know it cause its you. everytime you leave me make me stronger. and im stronger now to say no to you.
i shall elaborate on here more since only you come here.
the moment u missed calls me and i called back and u hang up .. i msg no reply.. i confirm know its not the human resource manager who called me.
then i used someone else phone to call you... and u pick up and u said hello in a nice way.. u knew it was me.
else you dont say hello in that tone.
well. u called back.
i dont want to pick up.
cause im afraid when i pick up and i hear your voice. i cant pull down the phone.
therefore i chose not to pick up.
i know if i pick up. u will want to meet me and we catch up. u will ask me do things i dont wanna do.. and we quarrel and u leave again. the cycle repeats.
nope.
im sick and tired of people treating me like thrash.
like a punchbag .vent anger on me
like a pillar when they need me but they wasnt there when i need them.
ask yourself. where were you when i need a friend, a listening ear who can listen to me. yet u choose to take off and leave me alone when you are not happy with me . and leave things as they were.
then you happy use an unknown number to call me and expect me to answer and say hi to you and we be friends again. sorry i cant anymore. i pick up the pieces too many many times already.
im FRAGILE.
so far god has been good to me and listening my prayers.
thanks to BKFC. your constant support everyday makes me a happier and cheerful person each day i see you guys in school.
more and more ad hoc jobs are knocking up my doors.. its seems that the rapport that i made with a few HR managers paid off..!
i thought no one reads this blog and reach this part of the internet.
yes u did. and i know you are the only one who read this.
like what i posted on my facebook:
i know you are reading this. it wasnt hard to recognize your voice you know. everytime you also use this way. slowly wiggle back into my life. no. not this time. the last chance was given to you months way back. i did it for my own good. and i know you know it cause its you. everytime you leave me make me stronger. and im stronger now to say no to you.
i shall elaborate on here more since only you come here.
the moment u missed calls me and i called back and u hang up .. i msg no reply.. i confirm know its not the human resource manager who called me.
then i used someone else phone to call you... and u pick up and u said hello in a nice way.. u knew it was me.
else you dont say hello in that tone.
well. u called back.
i dont want to pick up.
cause im afraid when i pick up and i hear your voice. i cant pull down the phone.
therefore i chose not to pick up.
i know if i pick up. u will want to meet me and we catch up. u will ask me do things i dont wanna do.. and we quarrel and u leave again. the cycle repeats.
nope.
im sick and tired of people treating me like thrash.
like a punchbag .vent anger on me
like a pillar when they need me but they wasnt there when i need them.
ask yourself. where were you when i need a friend, a listening ear who can listen to me. yet u choose to take off and leave me alone when you are not happy with me . and leave things as they were.
then you happy use an unknown number to call me and expect me to answer and say hi to you and we be friends again. sorry i cant anymore. i pick up the pieces too many many times already.
im FRAGILE.
so far god has been good to me and listening my prayers.
thanks to BKFC. your constant support everyday makes me a happier and cheerful person each day i see you guys in school.
more and more ad hoc jobs are knocking up my doors.. its seems that the rapport that i made with a few HR managers paid off..!