Friday, December 25, 2009
christmas party!
as usual it was another drinking sat nite!
merry christmas to all!
its that time of the year again.
new resolutions and stuff.
1) to quit drinking again.
2) new girlfriend?
3) to be happy like i was last jan before NS.
most importantly is all my loved ones.
health life.
take care of ur body.
i know its the time to celebrate but do get enough rest ah. (referring to myself hahas =D )
recently so many things on my mind.
cant seem to get use to all the changes in my life.
esp my friends.
i dont think they can get use to me.
with all the random mood swings im having.
learning driving in circuit sucks.
but once im out on the road.
i feel more comfortable with the speed.
circuit so slow.
not fun at all.
anyways. i must get my P plate on the first try!
now for something to take note :
u came suddenly and ask for my help and i helped.
i dont know if i help u in anyway.
i feel like being just a normal friend to u anyway.
i feel so lost.
what am i really to u?
when u need help then u come calling me looking for me.
but i did what i promised u i wont break it ever.
but u broke all those u promised .
should i keep me promises still?
im confused.
we used to be so close friends/buddies/brothers or whatever u call it.
but what happened ?
things wont get back to what we used to be.
no matter how hard i tried how i tell myself one day ,
once u are feeling better ,
im here whenever u need me.
but u are not there never for me.
do u have any idea what im going through my life now?
no.
im on the verge on breaking down any moment.
thanks to friends that support me day by day.
else i dont know what else to look forward tomorrow.
just wanna stone rot grow mushrooms everyday at home.