Saturday, August 15, 2009
went kboxing with eric n serene till 3am.
came home cannot sleep watch tv till 6am then go try to sleep.
then at 8am still cannot sleep but went to meet up for breakfast.
then come back at 9.30 didi.
then he came at 10.30.
go downstairs have breakfast with sis n mummy.
then come back change go watch up..
the movie not very nice.
hahas.
then didi say he not feeling well then come home le.
update.
slept after i returned from the movie.
slept till 8plus then mum cook noodles for me to eat.
just nice didi say he going to slp. think he going to chruch tml.
asked him to enjoy cause i not going haha.
body aching.
derrick is feeling like a 13year old boy.
demanding this and that.
it takes both hands to clap.
so both parties is at fault.
although im celebrating my 21st next month,
i need to grow up faster.
mummy say i still like little boy.
only think about myself.
hahas.
im someone who say things and i dont mean it sometimes.
i have to learn to express my feelings more.
say things i want instead of turning one big round and sometimes still dont catch my hint.
have to be more straight forward.
i wont be irritating anymore. *and its fun lor.
have to show grace to people.
to some friends:
sorry for being so unreasonable and being so short temper recently.
i just couldnt get use to being "tied" down by NS.
lost my control over my freedom and life suddenly.
esp to didi.
too used to u reporting to me after school or just for dinner with family.
just give me time to adapt.
i will try my best.
NS really opened my mind.
i never had so much time to think about what i want in life.
u got all the time.
and thats when u see your true friends.
who take the time to meet you every other weekend..
trying to catch up with you..
call u or sms u when u in camp..
NS is super boring sms me or call me more ppl!
came home cannot sleep watch tv till 6am then go try to sleep.
then at 8am still cannot sleep but went to meet up for breakfast.
then come back at 9.30 didi.
then he came at 10.30.
go downstairs have breakfast with sis n mummy.
then come back change go watch up..
the movie not very nice.
hahas.
then didi say he not feeling well then come home le.
update.
slept after i returned from the movie.
slept till 8plus then mum cook noodles for me to eat.
just nice didi say he going to slp. think he going to chruch tml.
asked him to enjoy cause i not going haha.
body aching.
derrick is feeling like a 13year old boy.
demanding this and that.
it takes both hands to clap.
so both parties is at fault.
although im celebrating my 21st next month,
i need to grow up faster.
mummy say i still like little boy.
only think about myself.
hahas.
im someone who say things and i dont mean it sometimes.
i have to learn to express my feelings more.
say things i want instead of turning one big round and sometimes still dont catch my hint.
have to be more straight forward.
i wont be irritating anymore. *and its fun lor.
have to show grace to people.
to some friends:
sorry for being so unreasonable and being so short temper recently.
i just couldnt get use to being "tied" down by NS.
lost my control over my freedom and life suddenly.
esp to didi.
too used to u reporting to me after school or just for dinner with family.
just give me time to adapt.
i will try my best.
NS really opened my mind.
i never had so much time to think about what i want in life.
u got all the time.
and thats when u see your true friends.
who take the time to meet you every other weekend..
trying to catch up with you..
call u or sms u when u in camp..
NS is super boring sms me or call me more ppl!