i was hoping for things to get better this weekend.
instead its still the same.
a bomb was dropped on to me every weekend.

aiya forget it.

book in , in camp also deal with fucked up people.
looking forward book out to get away from them.
come out also deal with fucked up people.

forget it. stay at home sleep better.
then book in again.
then look forward to book out.
then deal with the things over and over again.

yes. im self centered. i only think about myself.
you(all) not happy?
dont be friends with me la.
treat me like im dead.



and no one cares.


and i finally said what i wanna said after all this time.
and i felt better.

after that went to play basketball and had dinner till 11plus then come home.
slept around 1am.
revealed Harry_Derrick when the clock struck Saturday, August 22, 2009