Saturday, August 29, 2009
to juls: saw your tag. super hug from you needed on my birthday ok? been feeling very very down ever since i was enlisted. Family was very supporting but not some friends whom i dont call friends or brothers anymore. they wasnt there but instead enjoying themselves, when they say wanna meet me for catchup, give me aeroplane. say what never ask me wait what. i didnt even confirm with you in the first place!
can you imagine how i felt?
anyways i treated they all very good say what friends/brothers forever but since i went in like 180degrees change of attitude sia!
now i cant even ask more questions and was verbally abused.
so i just couldnt care less to them.
therefore i decided to leave them.
good morning people.
woke up very early like 7.15am?
hahas.
my body already used to the time waking up so early at 5am everyday in the morning.
so today slept till 7plus was a bonus le.
and couldnt sleep well.
keep on twisting and turning as alot of things were on my mind.
flashbacks of alot of things keep on repeat itself like a faulty cd player.
called didi to played dota with me but was rejected by him.lol.
anyway just getting prepared to go running with eric n SK.
(as eric n i will be having IPPT next week)
then after that have lunch come back change then go play ball with hanpeng they all lor.
then eric have to book in tonight.
no idea why.
starting to take mass gainer last weekend.
hope can gain some weight.
i think im abit to skinny for someone who have a height like me.
will start to take my training in camp more seriously i think.
i been trying to find things to take off my mind.
if i could stop thinking so much stuff about human relation,
divert all my effort from thinking and emo to energy to train,
i think i will get what i want.
i think doing whats important right now is the correct choice.
meaning passing my IPPT and all the tests in camp and get posted out to the vocation i want.
i used to give up easily.
but for the sake of my dream,
i will push myself to limits that i nv did before.
was notified of POP date yesterday.
will be passing out with C course people.
therefore got delayed till 29th of October.
sians meaning 1 will have extra 1 month in the camp before being post out to division.
i was thinking about signing on this few days.
but since ET gave me an example a few months ago,
i can see his theory .
but if i really love the job maybe can sign up for the VSC instead of being full time policeman.
hahas.
that was the conclusion that i came upon reading in hardwarezone n vr zone forums yesterday.
but i should take things slowly?
still got so long to ORD?
but no harm thinking early what i want and work towards it!
going to run le.
will update later!
just came back from running 5km .
after that had breakfast.
came back to play dota with didi.
just came back from basketball.
super tired can!
played with SK , eric, ambrose, denka, chinhoe and uncle.
played from 2 to till 5.40.
joshua hanpeng and zijie came at 4plus.
then we played full court lor.
me eric denka ambrose and SK one team.
the rest the other team.
we lost .
haha. by a margin of 1ball?
i suck.but i managed to enter 7balls at least during the match.
Drinks was on Ambrose. 12 Bottles.
left 4 only and i was given the task to carry home.
couldn't concentrate doing things today.
now going to bath then eat dinner.
maybe will start studying abit bah.
hope i can achive my goal.
JIAYOU Derrick! you can do it!
can you imagine how i felt?
anyways i treated they all very good say what friends/brothers forever but since i went in like 180degrees change of attitude sia!
now i cant even ask more questions and was verbally abused.
so i just couldnt care less to them.
therefore i decided to leave them.
good morning people.
woke up very early like 7.15am?
hahas.
my body already used to the time waking up so early at 5am everyday in the morning.
so today slept till 7plus was a bonus le.
and couldnt sleep well.
keep on twisting and turning as alot of things were on my mind.
flashbacks of alot of things keep on repeat itself like a faulty cd player.
called didi to played dota with me but was rejected by him.lol.
anyway just getting prepared to go running with eric n SK.
(as eric n i will be having IPPT next week)
then after that have lunch come back change then go play ball with hanpeng they all lor.
then eric have to book in tonight.
no idea why.
starting to take mass gainer last weekend.
hope can gain some weight.
i think im abit to skinny for someone who have a height like me.
will start to take my training in camp more seriously i think.
i been trying to find things to take off my mind.
if i could stop thinking so much stuff about human relation,
divert all my effort from thinking and emo to energy to train,
i think i will get what i want.
i think doing whats important right now is the correct choice.
meaning passing my IPPT and all the tests in camp and get posted out to the vocation i want.
i used to give up easily.
but for the sake of my dream,
i will push myself to limits that i nv did before.
was notified of POP date yesterday.
will be passing out with C course people.
therefore got delayed till 29th of October.
sians meaning 1 will have extra 1 month in the camp before being post out to division.
i was thinking about signing on this few days.
but since ET gave me an example a few months ago,
i can see his theory .
but if i really love the job maybe can sign up for the VSC instead of being full time policeman.
hahas.
that was the conclusion that i came upon reading in hardwarezone n vr zone forums yesterday.
but i should take things slowly?
still got so long to ORD?
but no harm thinking early what i want and work towards it!
going to run le.
will update later!
just came back from running 5km .
after that had breakfast.
came back to play dota with didi.
just came back from basketball.
super tired can!
played with SK , eric, ambrose, denka, chinhoe and uncle.
played from 2 to till 5.40.
joshua hanpeng and zijie came at 4plus.
then we played full court lor.
me eric denka ambrose and SK one team.
the rest the other team.
we lost .
haha. by a margin of 1ball?
i suck.but i managed to enter 7balls at least during the match.
Drinks was on Ambrose. 12 Bottles.
left 4 only and i was given the task to carry home.
couldn't concentrate doing things today.
now going to bath then eat dinner.
maybe will start studying abit bah.
hope i can achive my goal.
JIAYOU Derrick! you can do it!