Tuesday, May 19, 2009
below is milestone of our relationship.:
today is second day of work.
haiz bad day.
was fighting with dear before work and resulted to no mood to work and thus carelessness and shortage of money.
although it wasnt alot but still short.
dear.
i dont know what else can i say anymore.
really.
everytime i started to build myself up,
u everytime break me down.
i tried again and again not to fall apart.
i used our love to tolerate u over and over again.
but i believe that our love and tide us over this.
didi is not an issue here ok.
everytime take him out and say.
i dont meet him i also stay at home play computer.
whats wrong of him willing to travel to meet me?
he alone at home want company then come find me what.
u need me u say la.
then we work things out and meet la.
u not like stay near me leh.
u dont like me travel down then u think i like u to travel down do nothing meh?
if u want to meet me everyday then u travel down everyday meet me lor.
did i say i mind u travelling down to meet me everyday?
if u could take the effort to travel down i could took the effort to spend time with u one what.
u say i too close with him.
like what sia?
we only meet for dinner everyday leh.
plus is he walk here all the way to have dinner with me and mummy and anna and jason not just me leh.
u said i meet didi everyday not sian meh?
i told u not sian.
how come i meet u everyday will sian?
is not sian leh.
is the travelling to meet u and spend money sian leh.
and im angry because u said this.
ur my girlfriend i should be close to you and meet u everyday but not close n meet didi everyday.
so?
we are still young
u are not legally enagaged to me leh.
so?
ask urself how long can u dont meet me
i going ns leh.
if cant even dont meet for 1 week straight
ns how.
u tell me u can deal with it.
ya keeping tell urself im in ns can le,
whats the point?
i want you to be busy at times.
dont think of me.
live as if u are single at times.
i do want to live as single at times.
but there is a limit a line that shouldnt be crossed.
i know that.
but all u do is?
go school then go home.
for find social life la.
i also never say u cannot go out with friends.. mix around with other single or attached men.
ya i fight with didi i tell u and anna that i wouldnt meet him for a week
in the end after 3 days i meet him . so?
proves i say one thing do one thing?
i talk to u everyday leh.
sms u everday leh.
u tell me u dont know what i doing.
when i super busy or forgot or no hands to sms or call u leh?
i not like going with girls or what leh.
what you scare.
its only didi leh a guy leh.
when i talking to you..when he call i told him i will call him back what.
i also never ask u to put down the phone i call him then i call you back what.
ya he does wait but when he wait too long he call again i also ask him to wait i talk finish to u then i call him what.
when we go out alone he call i pick up ya i do.
about that i will talk to him ok.
that i got nothing to say.
u say i nv think how u feel .
then u got think how i feel?
when emily called tell me this and that?
although some are facts some are false so?
u asked me to check my facts i go ask who ? ask god ar?
please lor u tell me i dont share my things with u.
share with u after i did.
then u urself leh?
suddenly go play basketball go downstairs also must tell you meh?
ask urself lor. u got meh? go downstairs buy things or what got say meh?
WHERE is the trust? i trust you.thats why i dont question so much.
but can u do that?
if u envy other ppl relationship and think why i couldnt be more like this
then im sorry.
thats me.
i told u i will change but i need time.
im still a little boy.
today is second day of work.
haiz bad day.
was fighting with dear before work and resulted to no mood to work and thus carelessness and shortage of money.
although it wasnt alot but still short.
dear.
i dont know what else can i say anymore.
really.
everytime i started to build myself up,
u everytime break me down.
i tried again and again not to fall apart.
i used our love to tolerate u over and over again.
but i believe that our love and tide us over this.
didi is not an issue here ok.
everytime take him out and say.
i dont meet him i also stay at home play computer.
whats wrong of him willing to travel to meet me?
he alone at home want company then come find me what.
u need me u say la.
then we work things out and meet la.
u not like stay near me leh.
u dont like me travel down then u think i like u to travel down do nothing meh?
if u want to meet me everyday then u travel down everyday meet me lor.
did i say i mind u travelling down to meet me everyday?
if u could take the effort to travel down i could took the effort to spend time with u one what.
u say i too close with him.
like what sia?
we only meet for dinner everyday leh.
plus is he walk here all the way to have dinner with me and mummy and anna and jason not just me leh.
u said i meet didi everyday not sian meh?
i told u not sian.
how come i meet u everyday will sian?
is not sian leh.
is the travelling to meet u and spend money sian leh.
and im angry because u said this.
ur my girlfriend i should be close to you and meet u everyday but not close n meet didi everyday.
so?
we are still young
u are not legally enagaged to me leh.
so?
ask urself how long can u dont meet me
i going ns leh.
if cant even dont meet for 1 week straight
ns how.
u tell me u can deal with it.
ya keeping tell urself im in ns can le,
whats the point?
i want you to be busy at times.
dont think of me.
live as if u are single at times.
i do want to live as single at times.
but there is a limit a line that shouldnt be crossed.
i know that.
but all u do is?
go school then go home.
for find social life la.
i also never say u cannot go out with friends.. mix around with other single or attached men.
ya i fight with didi i tell u and anna that i wouldnt meet him for a week
in the end after 3 days i meet him . so?
proves i say one thing do one thing?
i talk to u everyday leh.
sms u everday leh.
u tell me u dont know what i doing.
when i super busy or forgot or no hands to sms or call u leh?
i not like going with girls or what leh.
what you scare.
its only didi leh a guy leh.
when i talking to you..when he call i told him i will call him back what.
i also never ask u to put down the phone i call him then i call you back what.
ya he does wait but when he wait too long he call again i also ask him to wait i talk finish to u then i call him what.
when we go out alone he call i pick up ya i do.
about that i will talk to him ok.
that i got nothing to say.
u say i nv think how u feel .
then u got think how i feel?
when emily called tell me this and that?
although some are facts some are false so?
u asked me to check my facts i go ask who ? ask god ar?
please lor u tell me i dont share my things with u.
share with u after i did.
then u urself leh?
suddenly go play basketball go downstairs also must tell you meh?
ask urself lor. u got meh? go downstairs buy things or what got say meh?
WHERE is the trust? i trust you.thats why i dont question so much.
but can u do that?
if u envy other ppl relationship and think why i couldnt be more like this
then im sorry.
thats me.
i told u i will change but i need time.
im still a little boy.