derrick's blog


Wednesday, March 11, 2009
finally. last paper is over today.
no more studying for me leh.
sure can get 90 and above.

after exam met dear.
after 5days of not meeting and "neglecting" her for studying..
she got her own drug and cured her craving.
and thats me.!

dear im also excited to see you. althought i dont say it.. but i really feel happy seeing you today. haha. have fun at work tml.

watched "push" and had sakae sushi buffet.
fucking full.
was very happy de.
till didi called me and told me he got 3 stokes on his ass.
for being rude to teacher, not listening to teacher and loitering in school during class time.
i cannot believe.
i already told you about your attitude since you started school.
change. you said you changing.
but its still not fast enough.
im really cannot take it anymore.

while on my way back.
was smsing yifei and ga mummy.
first time yifei sms me till 20 and more messages and its super long de sms.
we were talking about his conduct in school, about dillon and other stuff.
yifei said that he feel funny dillon not around him in school since he knew him since primary 1.
him smoking, and abt AST thing just now.

to yifei: what im i to you ? what you are to me? why should i go down when you are in trouble?

to didi: i dont know what to say to you le to make u change. i know you are trying to change faster . its still on the floor and its rolling further away from me.

to gan mummy: if by chance u are reading these, i know how you feel. maybe you feel even worst then me times hundred or thousand times, as you are his mum.




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