Saturday, June 30, 2007
here i am shouting into the vast internet again.
i been thinking and observing people around me this few days.
i realised that although i have lots of contacts and friends, none seem to be able to be in the same motion as i do.
dont get it?
i explain to you.
do you have a friend or couple of friends when u call them, they are always there?
you peeps do things together?
eat together? catch movie? stay over at each others' houses?
can confide to each other?
whenever people or ur friends sees u always sticking together with each other?
like zhen siang is always with jian wei, alan always with natee so on and so for.
do you have a friend like that?
i think everyone do.
but not me.
not in my life EVER!
maybe its my "soft" side or its a value in a virgo.
i dont know.
i am feeling very down lately.
i went to work today. and i realized that almost everyone thinks i am "sissy" , "soft" , "unmacho" so on and so for.
actually its been the same all my life.
everyone saying that infront , behind or deep in their hearts.
i dont care.
but when you need my bloody help, you better give me the bloody respect that make me feel that i should help you.
but i dont think people at swensen deserve my help.
i have decide to quit once again.
this time round only posted the news on my blog.
so maybe , date haven decided.
i have grown so tired of work and my life le.
i went back to because you asked me.
i dont see a reason strong enough to keep me working at swensen le.
friends at swensen if you are reading this, please dont feel angry at me.
its reality.
lets face it now.
i miss all the old staffs.
i missed everyone if i were to leave.
swensen isnt the place.
haha.
i only wished this phase in my life to pass over soon.
i have "settle" my family relationship.
its time to sort my friendships out.
chillin out.
tml still have work.
i been thinking and observing people around me this few days.
i realised that although i have lots of contacts and friends, none seem to be able to be in the same motion as i do.
dont get it?
i explain to you.
do you have a friend or couple of friends when u call them, they are always there?
you peeps do things together?
eat together? catch movie? stay over at each others' houses?
can confide to each other?
whenever people or ur friends sees u always sticking together with each other?
like zhen siang is always with jian wei, alan always with natee so on and so for.
do you have a friend like that?
i think everyone do.
but not me.
not in my life EVER!
maybe its my "soft" side or its a value in a virgo.
i dont know.
i am feeling very down lately.
i went to work today. and i realized that almost everyone thinks i am "sissy" , "soft" , "unmacho" so on and so for.
actually its been the same all my life.
everyone saying that infront , behind or deep in their hearts.
i dont care.
but when you need my bloody help, you better give me the bloody respect that make me feel that i should help you.
but i dont think people at swensen deserve my help.
i have decide to quit once again.
this time round only posted the news on my blog.
so maybe , date haven decided.
i have grown so tired of work and my life le.
i went back to because you asked me.
i dont see a reason strong enough to keep me working at swensen le.
friends at swensen if you are reading this, please dont feel angry at me.
its reality.
lets face it now.
i miss all the old staffs.
i missed everyone if i were to leave.
swensen isnt the place.
haha.
i only wished this phase in my life to pass over soon.
i have "settle" my family relationship.
its time to sort my friendships out.
chillin out.
tml still have work.