Thursday, June 21, 2007
here i am again posting in my lifeless rountine everyday.
work, sleep, and eat.
even since that day... things have changed alot in both of our lifes.
people have been guessing this and that.
i tried to cover it up. i guess you just cant keep any secrets in our clik.
haha.
i tried smsing n msging n calling you.
i can see that you are trying to hide or isolate me?
haiz.
its hard for me to go through lehs..
maybe you are tryin to kill my hope?
its so obvious lor.
damn it. why nothing could be right in my life for once?
everyone telling me. that i was changing.
in fact u are changing everyday. every second every moment right now.
they say i am changing for the worst.
haha.. what to say?
family FAILED
LOVE FAILED
WORK FAILED
in my view everything is FAILED.
my life on this earth is WORTHLESS! I AM JUST A PRODUCT OF A SPERM N EGG BY SEXUAL INTERCOURSE!
haiz.. no one is here. not even you who i thought would be here.
work, sleep, and eat.
even since that day... things have changed alot in both of our lifes.
people have been guessing this and that.
i tried to cover it up. i guess you just cant keep any secrets in our clik.
haha.
i tried smsing n msging n calling you.
i can see that you are trying to hide or isolate me?
haiz.
its hard for me to go through lehs..
maybe you are tryin to kill my hope?
its so obvious lor.
damn it. why nothing could be right in my life for once?
everyone telling me. that i was changing.
in fact u are changing everyday. every second every moment right now.
they say i am changing for the worst.
haha.. what to say?
family FAILED
LOVE FAILED
WORK FAILED
in my view everything is FAILED.
my life on this earth is WORTHLESS! I AM JUST A PRODUCT OF A SPERM N EGG BY SEXUAL INTERCOURSE!
haiz.. no one is here. not even you who i thought would be here.