Saturday, December 30, 2006
its over.
my relationship with serene .. which lasted for 1 year 9 months.
a wave of electricity surged throughout my body upon hearing that she wanted to end the relationship.
it was like a normal nite call to you to me.
what happened?
you just mentioned that i dont have enough time for you?
well that maybe a fact.
in fact i really dont have time.
yet i still make a point to cancel my friend's outings to go out with you.
although when i am tired at times, i make the very effort to accompany you. be it going to work or home.
what happened to: " i wont want a breakup unless you started it"
or
"when you say you dont love me anymore.?"
maybe you are just tired.
you are just a too understand girlfriend i ever had.
too tired from all the understanding n giving-ins since the start of the relationship.
what i felt that is...
ever since you quitted the librarian job, you have became another person.
since you hanged out with ping n alston n sherman.
GONE!
i have no idea wad you guys chatted about. like you said in ur blog, u saw friends that can be with you when you are down,
not like me,
i was working or clubbing with friends.
haha
we could be friends, but not closest friends ever.
because. there will always be a barrier.
lastly,thank you for your memories.
i really appricate the things you gave me . emotional or physically.
you have done for me etc.
i dont cry doesnt mean that i am not sad.
i took it like a man.
my relationship with serene .. which lasted for 1 year 9 months.
a wave of electricity surged throughout my body upon hearing that she wanted to end the relationship.
it was like a normal nite call to you to me.
what happened?
you just mentioned that i dont have enough time for you?
well that maybe a fact.
in fact i really dont have time.
yet i still make a point to cancel my friend's outings to go out with you.
although when i am tired at times, i make the very effort to accompany you. be it going to work or home.
what happened to: " i wont want a breakup unless you started it"
or
"when you say you dont love me anymore.?"
maybe you are just tired.
you are just a too understand girlfriend i ever had.
too tired from all the understanding n giving-ins since the start of the relationship.
what i felt that is...
ever since you quitted the librarian job, you have became another person.
since you hanged out with ping n alston n sherman.
GONE!
i have no idea wad you guys chatted about. like you said in ur blog, u saw friends that can be with you when you are down,
not like me,
i was working or clubbing with friends.
haha
we could be friends, but not closest friends ever.
because. there will always be a barrier.
lastly,thank you for your memories.
i really appricate the things you gave me . emotional or physically.
you have done for me etc.
i dont cry doesnt mean that i am not sad.
i took it like a man.