Monday, August 01, 2005
so many things happened... past few weeks... wah... sianz...
my workplace... haiz... getting more and more irritating as time passes by...
its like stage... everyone is behind a mask.. some even more layers of mask...
worked for 3 months liao.. all the true colours / tails... all comin out... little by little...day by day
while workin yesterday...i even saw.. the true colours of what i just to labelled her as a "true"/"honest"/"good" friend...
when i started working there... she wasnt a manager yet... but after i went it... she was promoted... she was promoted only that the promotion haven came into effect yet ma.... she now supervisor hor...throwin her weight everywhere... at first i told myself that was normal... its alright... cos she now promoted ma... must act like one cant act like when she was still a crew ma...
but yesterday... was so busy... its alright to make mistakes...de... but the problem was the mistake wasnt cos by me... yet i was made the scapegoat... i merely told her that i went to chalet the day before and didnt take a wink... she took that conversation and quoted it as and excuse and i was reprimanded by my manager... what the heck... i was then scolded for nothing... even the manager didnt say who revealed the complaint... i also knew it was her liao cos i only told her the chalet thinggy to her only...
yesterday was just a very bad day... last hour of my shift..i was thinking off quitting liao... since my results wasnt that good >65 ... i wanna get higher marks ma...to join you guys @ poly...
i was think of QUITTIN!!! for GOOD!
i dun think that i am mature enough to handle the backstabbing... yet *slaps myself* should have stick with sales... at least.. its solo work... but more competititve... and it will lead to better SALES... better SALES = $_$
bad derrick... haiz... dun say abt all the work stuff liao lor... pisses me off...
anyway... me and her are fine... we are going into the 5th month soon.. and going to a special place to celebrate.. a place that i always wanna celebrate with you... since you say that u wanna go that place this month... we will make sure we will go there early... and send you home early... this month isnt a good time to lurk outside... =X
to flora / nevin... 6th month soon hor? wish you guys more months to go man... take care hor... dun let ur relationship affect till ur studies...
well... the second of the year have already started and we are busy le hor... try to stay in contact.... i think we will be busy with our exams and stuff.. dun think that i long nv call you guys meant i forgot you guys liao... no ok? once after the exams... maybe after ur "O" levels... organise stuff and i will try my best to ATTEND ALL!!!
"tree" ur love of seed in my heart have taken roots in my heart liao... *blushes* u know what i told shu ting (one of my sister friend / my friend) ... i said to her that am very happy with you and ur love is the best thing i ever had.
good nite guys.
my workplace... haiz... getting more and more irritating as time passes by...
its like stage... everyone is behind a mask.. some even more layers of mask...
worked for 3 months liao.. all the true colours / tails... all comin out... little by little...day by day
while workin yesterday...i even saw.. the true colours of what i just to labelled her as a "true"/"honest"/"good" friend...
when i started working there... she wasnt a manager yet... but after i went it... she was promoted... she was promoted only that the promotion haven came into effect yet ma.... she now supervisor hor...throwin her weight everywhere... at first i told myself that was normal... its alright... cos she now promoted ma... must act like one cant act like when she was still a crew ma...
but yesterday... was so busy... its alright to make mistakes...de... but the problem was the mistake wasnt cos by me... yet i was made the scapegoat... i merely told her that i went to chalet the day before and didnt take a wink... she took that conversation and quoted it as and excuse and i was reprimanded by my manager... what the heck... i was then scolded for nothing... even the manager didnt say who revealed the complaint... i also knew it was her liao cos i only told her the chalet thinggy to her only...
yesterday was just a very bad day... last hour of my shift..i was thinking off quitting liao... since my results wasnt that good >65 ... i wanna get higher marks ma...to join you guys @ poly...
i was think of QUITTIN!!! for GOOD!
i dun think that i am mature enough to handle the backstabbing... yet *slaps myself* should have stick with sales... at least.. its solo work... but more competititve... and it will lead to better SALES... better SALES = $_$
bad derrick... haiz... dun say abt all the work stuff liao lor... pisses me off...
anyway... me and her are fine... we are going into the 5th month soon.. and going to a special place to celebrate.. a place that i always wanna celebrate with you... since you say that u wanna go that place this month... we will make sure we will go there early... and send you home early... this month isnt a good time to lurk outside... =X
to flora / nevin... 6th month soon hor? wish you guys more months to go man... take care hor... dun let ur relationship affect till ur studies...
well... the second of the year have already started and we are busy le hor... try to stay in contact.... i think we will be busy with our exams and stuff.. dun think that i long nv call you guys meant i forgot you guys liao... no ok? once after the exams... maybe after ur "O" levels... organise stuff and i will try my best to ATTEND ALL!!!
"tree" ur love of seed in my heart have taken roots in my heart liao... *blushes* u know what i told shu ting (one of my sister friend / my friend) ... i said to her that am very happy with you and ur love is the best thing i ever had.
good nite guys.